Wednesday, 20 March 2013

Pornography

   It was after midnight. I was walking around the city without any destination. I stopped by a bar. I went inside. I started looking around. I focused my eyes on a man with dark hair, dark eyes and long fingers- beautiful hands. I moved towards him. I grabbed his shoulder tightly so as to make him turn around and see me. He looked at me amazed. I looked at him indiscreetly. I felt I had no limits. All the shame had gone. I kissed him. Without any sense of guilt or remorse. Without thinking. My brains had been paused.  I owned him. If I wanted to devour him, I could. If I wanted to chew him up, I would. If I wanted to warm him up, I would. I felt I could eat him any way I wanted to. I had the power. The minute I felt I had this power, I turned around and I left. My experiment was over.