The fight

I need normality in the sizes of emotions. I’m afraid of the enthusiastic on-foot decisions. I must declare and I must remember that I need consistency. I must remember that I must give a fight- this is a time that my life demands my being a fighter.

Instructions to fight:

Have your eyes on the enemy, but not too persistently- freely instead.

Have a plan but allow yourself the possibility of improvisation.

In order to be strong, remember that you are- above all- weak.

Identifying your weakness does not make you weak, makes you realistic.

Reality is the key to balance. Knowing what or whom you are about to face, acknowledging the pragmatic dimensions of things allows you first to feel and afterwards overcome any emotion.

You should not avoid feeling, as you should not allow emotions last longer than they should- or else once again you’ll lose your sense of reality. Extended emotionality is no good. Lack of emotion hurts you badly.

You will succumb, you will lose, and you will face your problematic self.

But the goal is to win. The end of the fight will be victory.

P.S. Instructions may be to be disobeyed, but above all they are to be obeyed.